i jux can't get myself to study

i dunno why..i went to my juniors' team talk..there i tried to help em solve their conflicts..hahax
i felt bewilded man...i think i first time lik go concern bout em so openly lei...woa..well..aft de team talk me celest eileen and lindsey went bubble tea shop to talk talk..

there we talk bout our recently stuff lik tt..den i told em my secret man...lik..wat happen lor....but cant tell..
i told em alot of my first time..mind u ppl...nt tt kind of first time ok...
is i tried to write poem to someone..in chi and eng den i failed..haix..well..i jux tot tt i can show em my weak side as all of em had seen my ugly side..lik..yawning balh blah blah..talk nonsenses..hahax...actin crazy with em..its jux natural tt i wanna tell em..but aft de things happened to me aft quite some time...

oh die..i haven do eng..4 essay plan 4 letter plan...but hor..nvm cuz i 2morrow need to wake up earlier as my dad need to go to his work place earlier..so..i around 6.20 will reach bball room lik tt to makan breakfast..hahax...nw bball room had become my dinning room le..cuz my class nt tt early open..ha...

hm...today jux de same lor..nothin new happened..welli still nt in de mood to study lei..well cept tt tis friday i meet zixin to force me study...hahax..i think tis yr i need ppl around me to push me to study cuz i nw still lik nt in exam mood lei...ppl i no time to read ur blog today le..i wanna sleep le...ying juz ask me she say she tot i need wake up early 2morrow why haven sleep lik tt...

hey ppl when u visit click my ad lei...under my link there hahax....sons tag me first..i really no time lar..2day reach home round 8 lik tt muz understand me hor...hahax..really mux stop here...ppl bye...








if there were a sympathy in choice,
War, death, or sickness did lay siege to it,
Making it momentany as a sound,Swift as a shadow, short as any dream,
Brief as the lightning in the collied night,
That, in a spleen, unfolds both heaven and earth;
And ere a man hath power to say "Behold!"
The jaws of darkness do devour it up:
So quick bright things come to confusion.
My love course had never run smoothly.
So i hoped that my life will at least,
Run smoothly.
Thats all i hoped for.