i jux can't get myself to study

i dunno why..i went to my juniors' team talk..there i tried to help em solve their conflicts..hahax
i felt bewilded man...i think i first time lik go concern bout em so openly lei...woa..well..aft de team talk me celest eileen and lindsey went bubble tea shop to talk talk..

there we talk bout our recently stuff lik tt..den i told em my secret man...lik..wat happen lor....but cant tell..
i told em alot of my first time..mind u ppl...nt tt kind of first time ok...
is i tried to write poem to someone..in chi and eng den i failed..haix..well..i jux tot tt i can show em my weak side as all of em had seen my ugly side..lik..yawning balh blah blah..talk nonsenses..hahax...actin crazy with em..its jux natural tt i wanna tell em..but aft de things happened to me aft quite some time...

oh die..i haven do eng..4 essay plan 4 letter plan...but hor..nvm cuz i 2morrow need to wake up earlier as my dad need to go to his work place earlier..so..i around 6.20 will reach bball room lik tt to makan breakfast..hahax...nw bball room had become my dinning room le..cuz my class nt tt early open..ha...

hm...today jux de same lor..nothin new happened..welli still nt in de mood to study lei..well cept tt tis friday i meet zixin to force me study...hahax..i think tis yr i need ppl around me to push me to study cuz i nw still lik nt in exam mood lei...ppl i no time to read ur blog today le..i wanna sleep le...ying juz ask me she say she tot i need wake up early 2morrow why haven sleep lik tt...

hey ppl when u visit click my ad lei...under my link there hahax....sons tag me first..i really no time lar..2day reach home round 8 lik tt muz understand me hor...hahax..really mux stop here...ppl bye...








if there were a sympathy in choice,
War, death, or sickness did lay siege to it,
Making it momentany as a sound,Swift as a shadow, short as any dream,
Brief as the lightning in the collied night,
That, in a spleen, unfolds both heaven and earth;
And ere a man hath power to say "Behold!"
The jaws of darkness do devour it up:
So quick bright things come to confusion.
My love course had never run smoothly.
So i hoped that my life will at least,
Run smoothly.
Thats all i hoped for.

LOCK MYSELF IN MY OWN HUS!!

walao eh...yesterday i lock myself in my own hus lei...dunno tis is de hw many times le....
de stupid wind lar...so strong till de door always swing den close..

yesterday hor..aft i go bath, i wear my home clothes den go down play wii..who de hell knw tt de door lock spoilt le den gt wind blow den de door jux lik tis shut itself....
den i suai lar...de door kana shut den i downstair aso cant run there to hold it...haix..den hor my phone stil inside with my keys book bag wallet all important things inside lei...den my froends aso cant contact me in de end i call one of de no. i remember...(ojy de.)ask her to pass message to jolene say i cannot go le..cuz dio shut in my own hus...so funny and malu lor..cuz lisa told my tutor..haix..next week i sure will be vr paisai de lor..wats more aso can not dun go cuz exam le den want to study...

hahax..enough bout tt matter...yesterday almost de whole day i either playing wii or sleepin sia..vr relax lor..but feel guilty lei..hahax
last week i nv go tuition due to high fever den tis week i nv go cuz shut myself in my hus..tt means i 4 ays nv study le for de past 2 week...last week i thusday to saturday nv go anywhere cuz i go see doc den he say shld come see him earlier cuz i gt infection till my eyes and ear..say till vr serious lik tt..i aso dunno lar...but hor feel lots better aft i tak all his medicene i need to eat 5 kinds of pills and three times a day lei...still nt gonna feel any better muz be i siao liao...hahax

hm...i think i nothin to post liao..tts all le..hahax
bye...

SLEEPY!!!

wahh....
i vr sleepy nw...i long time nv blog liao..actually aso nothin to blog..
Oh ya...goin to exam soon..but hor..i nv study lei..dunno why i nw still no mood to study..but i gt force myself..hahax...

btw tody i gt 2 oral test lei..chi and eng..
den chi de..de teacher vr wat lor..she skip my turn den jump to 4a de ppl..i so damn angry lar..den peishan jolene and some other friends come ask me why i lik...sol sad or angry den i ask em to look at de sequence..is lik...i wait for extra 1 hour lik tt lei..den so stupid lor..i had to go home around 5 plus lik tt den i 6 plus almost 7 lik tt den reach home..wats more de bus so many ppl..so cramp..i felt as though i in a sardine can as a sardine fish...

den durin eng oral...i saw kalisa and syakina...hahax....
i think i talk too much with mr ho den syakina is lik so funny lar...cuz i discuss with mr ho on hw to improve my readin and pic describtion den i think drag quite long..den syakina keep on makin small noise to object lar...de situation damn funny...hahahax...
long time nv see syakina and she is still as funny as ever..a joker who is defenitely goin to make a happy day for me..hahahax...
den kalisa turn to do oral she aso do de same thing cuz she ask mr ho to mark her eng exercise bk...i dunno bout tt at first if nt i sure discuss with mr ho next time de...den at de end she ask us one phrase which i find it quite gd and poematic for de person who wrote it it's some thing lik tis
"A rarely bloom flower is more vunuable when it is pick"
well...
nt sure whether i gt it correct but it sure goes something similar...

anyway...
speak bout eng and it reminds me of mr PETER!!!!OH MAN...
wat can i say bout him....he some time quite normal and gd but some times he is lik...omg lik crazy lik tt....he ask us to do 1 personal recount...4 letter planing and 1 letter writing...
abit siao rite...
haiya..i aso dunno lar..cuz i think he quite gd lei...but hor jux bit crazy..if he normal abit den it will do...i ask much jux abit will do...hahax

well...2morrow i plan with peishan and jolene tt we r goin and gonna study arounf 4 hours lik tt..at ang mo kio cc..with de tutors there...but hor i feel vr bad bout it...nt bout de tutor..but to de timing...it's at ang mo kio and de timing is lik...omg lor...
cuz it crashes with my T-Net training timing...but nw i choose to go to tuition cuz goin mid yr liao..guys...i promise to go back to trainig asap..but nw i really can't help it..but i sure will try to do some training myself near my hus de..gonna try and keep myself in top form for milo cup..tis yr WE'RE GONNA BE DE CHAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I BELIEVE WE CAN DO IT DE...HAHAHAX..
gonna have faith in ourselves!!!tis is de best team i have for our batch and we're gonna make it to become champs de....
and i... will do training on myself and i will show u all my results of working out on bball!!!!
well....tts all ppl...really nothing to say liao...i think i gonna sleep ZZZ a few min later...really cannot tar han liaoo...i knw i weak...but nothin to do so wat can i do...hahahaxxx









By and by, I come..
To cease thy strife,
and leave me to my grief.
To-morrow will I send.
So thrive my soul..
A thousand times good night!
A thousand times the worse,
to want thy light.
Love goes toward love as schoolboys from their books,
But love leave love,
toward school with heavy looks.
you may not be beside me,
but my love for you will never cease.
cause you bring out the best in me,
like no one ever do.
From the moment I met you,
I just knew you'd be mine.
You touched my hand.
And I knew that this was gonna be our time,
I don't ever wanna lose this feeling,
and i don't wanna spend a moment apart from you.
Thats why i want to be by your side,
Thats why i love from the deep of my heart.

DIE!!!!

nw at d&t...i nv bring my file...die man...
nw mr mok checkin ppl's file...die mux hide in a corner..dun dare let him see me...
den tt zul beside there see me typin..hahax...tts wat he say lar..so funny...

later on de day gonna be vr sleepy..early morning rain for wat...i almost can't wake up sia...
hw????
he force me type de....
( professor ) yongwei is nw drawin the next big thing in the d&t history!!!!dunno wat beside me...i dunno...


hahax...vr lame i knw..but tts wat sch life is isn't it????

another 33 min and i will be safe...plz ppl endure for me let him scold u all and waste de time...SAVE ME!!!!!!!
felt lik givin up dnt but its de easiest to pass..hw ever need lots of time...
bye..dun chat le later kana caught

vacation???

today...
i had my first time...
hahax...

jux kiddin...i went to watch 17 again....ALONE!!!!
den i was lik....de one and only in de cinema who is slone de lar...so.....
well...dunno how to phrase it..i watch it...and guess wat...i think de movie make sense...
we can only live through our lifes once...there's no goin back..
so...i decide to forgive and forget my frenz...
dearest jingwen, weihong and casy....i forgive u all for ps.ing me halfway through our gathering.....

well well well....
i think its great tt i'm gonna go t szh again...quite boring to be at home nw..cept for com.ing all de whole day...
(actually it's nt as bad as i made it sound lik...)
but i still enjoy sch lifes where i cn spend time with friends...besides..i can do nothin but to com den sleep den com again at home...maybe it's cuz i gt 4 days at home...no 3 days..

lolx....probably i will start to dream of long holidays soon...cuz at lesson time i learn real quick...hahahax...

YO!!!!!

hihi...
i been sleepig for de whole day liao...wake up at around 8 lik tt...
den saw sms frm sis tt we share de cost of buyin wii to play at home...
i wanna play de guitar hero game of wii de lei...but tt need to buy seperately....haix...
actually i jux wanna play de drum de can le...but hor sure need more den 2 player de mah cuz tt way more ppl can play...


jux went to see 4B de class blog...man...their blog really vr funny wish our class can be de same as their's...
go visit someday...sure make u laugh lik hell....
my granng vr gd to me 2day...
she went outside jux to buy watermelon for me to eat cuz i gt coughing and it make my sore throat worst...
hahhahahahax...
goin to watch 17 again lei...next week...
actually my junior jieying ask me first but i still sick den dun feel lik goin out cuz i scare i will faint half way...all my medicine make me feel wobbly weak and make me feel sleepy...de doc specially say tt he giv me 2 day mc cuz he scare tt i will faint and sleep at sch..hahhahahahax...
well i think everything gt it's own pro and con..
"can't help it....can't lik it too...."
is wat i'm thinking bout in my mind nw...


i earn 4 days to spend at home but cant do anything cept sleep and sleep...
hmm.....
i think i end here nw...
but wait further for more...
i goin to ask my friend help me customise my blog and add a tag box first..
tts wat i did with my first blog...hahax...
too lazy to figure out myself..
tts all.....cya all...


P.S recently i luv to compose lyrics and poem...though its mostly in chinese as my chinese is better...sorry to say tt...cuz tt way wun be able to let some of u guys who dunno chinese or is bad at chinese to read it...hahaxx....sorry guys..

SICK!!!

haix..so unlucky recently..
caught a flu den felt lik sleepin in de aft noon and nite..
OHhh...i forgt to update tt i went to pub last weekend..
MAN...tt was fun but tiring lei..think can only manage things lik tis in holidays..
hahax..

plus...i long time nv touch bball liao so wondering when can find de time to play..
actually plan to play ball tis week de but hor..caught a flu den vr xin ku lei...
wats more i weekend nw gt tuition den cant go to T-net de training..
ZHE MEN BAN!!!!

who can help me find a solution???
i dun wanna miss training but aso dun wanna miss tuition where i can improve my studies grade especially i havin O tis yr...
OMG OMG OMG...
die lar...i think my stamina dropping le..
gonna run when i free and healthy again...
but when????

help me man...WHO CAN HELP ME??????
i think i turning crazy liao due to my illness which is driving me crazy!!!!
plus hor..2dae run 2.4 lei...
den my timing sux man...
i felt lik i'm running lik a dog liao den my timing still 16.29..

DIE...DIE...DIE...
wat will happen to me???though i keep running and stopping...hahax
wat can i do sia...

WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA...
i tell u all one vr big de gd news...
i score 43 over 50 on my chinese test lei...
hahahax...i knw tt i'm a genius...
haix...think i end here nw...
my "sis" comment tt i writing essay...
so bad rite....
bye...

Brand new blog!!!

HAHAX...
i'm back to blog, said so cuz many ppl dunno bout my previous blog except for u guys..tts rite!!=)
hm...

WONDERING...
do my "sons" still finding my blog???
hahax...forget it i create a new one le and its here..(haha. loser.me winner!!!)Wahhahahahaaa...

HOPES FOR TIS YR!!!
still de same old wishes tt ppl round de world hopes for when they facing VRimportant exams de coming end of yr!!??
so stress recently..and wats more today gt 2 test coming up man....
yesterday study till mid -nite
today still gt energy to go shopping..(woah man...tts lik miracle to me!?)
well... wat can i say?

OHH....still gt one more
i wanna improve my memory man..cant seems to remember my pass for various acc...
well well well so wat can i do?
nothing xcept to reset pass again and again..

EVENTS COMING UP
tomorrow going pub with friends, though nt first time drinking but first time goin to pub...
woah!!!
it reminds me of my chi composition man...(HAHAHA...)




well!
i think i nothing to say le..
gonna say bye and nitex to all...
its pass my sleeping time gonna go catch some sleep..
nitex!!

P.S if any of my stupid "sons" see my blog remember to leave a word
dun forget...